all d unspoken words mount on me,
and it aches my heart when u donn count on me...
all your words ring in my ear,
when u couldve been but aren't near...
a fear creeps into my heart,
when i feel that u could go apart...
and all alone ive to fight,
d lonesome nights holding me tight...
things cant move like this forever,
when i know we cant be together!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
and the sage said to me....
And the sage said to me..
what is it that you see??
And what is it that you actually want to be?
dont you simply want to be set free??
or are you still running after the mundane things??
but it's only misery that it all brings!!
hard to believe,hard to learn..
you wont understand it's futility,till you yourself burn!!
And then you'll cry,and then you'll weep..
truly said,''as you sow,so shall you reap!!''
but try as you may,you cant undo what you've done..
so become aware at the earliest,my sweet son!!
Bliss aint outside...it's inside your heart...
that's where it has been,right from the start...
Light your hearts,with love for all...
or choose the other way,towards the mighty fall....!!
what is it that you see??
And what is it that you actually want to be?
dont you simply want to be set free??
or are you still running after the mundane things??
but it's only misery that it all brings!!
hard to believe,hard to learn..
you wont understand it's futility,till you yourself burn!!
And then you'll cry,and then you'll weep..
truly said,''as you sow,so shall you reap!!''
but try as you may,you cant undo what you've done..
so become aware at the earliest,my sweet son!!
Bliss aint outside...it's inside your heart...
that's where it has been,right from the start...
Light your hearts,with love for all...
or choose the other way,towards the mighty fall....!!
waiting for you....
it'll be the day,
when you'll come near me and say,
all the things i'm waiting to hear,
i'll be waiting for you, dear!
it'll be the night,
when everything will go right,
and you'll be beside me,
i'll be waiting for you, believe me...
life will be so fine,
when your fingers will be locked in mine,
and you'll say all those beautiful things,
i'll be waiting for the magic that love brings!
i'll be waiting night and day,
and all along i'm gonna pray,
that you are always in my sight,
i'll be waiting for you, day and night!!
life will be so nice,
when i'll be lost in your eyes,
and all my dreams will come to be true,
i'll be waiting to live my life with you!!!
when you'll come near me and say,
all the things i'm waiting to hear,
i'll be waiting for you, dear!
it'll be the night,
when everything will go right,
and you'll be beside me,
i'll be waiting for you, believe me...
life will be so fine,
when your fingers will be locked in mine,
and you'll say all those beautiful things,
i'll be waiting for the magic that love brings!
i'll be waiting night and day,
and all along i'm gonna pray,
that you are always in my sight,
i'll be waiting for you, day and night!!
life will be so nice,
when i'll be lost in your eyes,
and all my dreams will come to be true,
i'll be waiting to live my life with you!!!
I decline...
i wonder if i could ever hold u again,
i look at u,
and ur eyes say a no,
i decline!
i wish i could turn back time,
to the same old days,
but time says a no,
so, i decline!
i wish i had ur hands to hold,
i search for them..
u take them back, away from me,
i decline!
i see u holding someone's hands,
i rush to demand my rights,
but i see u smiling as u talk,
ah... i decline!
i called to say that i love you,
u say that u love someone else..
i know u'll never be back,
i decline!
i'm cold and empty,
as i walk down again..
there's someone who looks at me,
wondering to hold me tight,
hoping to look into my eyes...
i know i need to smile!
but i just cant help it,
I DECLINE!!!
i look at u,
and ur eyes say a no,
i decline!
i wish i could turn back time,
to the same old days,
but time says a no,
so, i decline!
i wish i had ur hands to hold,
i search for them..
u take them back, away from me,
i decline!
i see u holding someone's hands,
i rush to demand my rights,
but i see u smiling as u talk,
ah... i decline!
i called to say that i love you,
u say that u love someone else..
i know u'll never be back,
i decline!
i'm cold and empty,
as i walk down again..
there's someone who looks at me,
wondering to hold me tight,
hoping to look into my eyes...
i know i need to smile!
but i just cant help it,
I DECLINE!!!
EXPRESS YOURSELF!!!!!
IF IT IS GOING TO BRING A SMILE ON SOMEONE'S FACE, SAY
YES...
IF IT IS GOING TO HURT SOMEBODY, SAY NO...
IF SOMEONE IS IN TROUBLE, SAY SOMETHING...
IF ENOUGH HAS ALREADY BEEN SAID, SAY NOTHING...
INSPIRE THE WORLD TO BECOME LIKE YOU...
CONSPIRE TO RULE OVER...
CONFESS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WRONG...
NEGOTIATE AND WIN MANY HEARTS...
CELEBRATE THE SHORT AND SWEET MOMENTS OF LIFE...
SPEAK UP TO THIS WORLD........
SPEAK OUT... AND BE HEARD!!!!!!!!
YES...
IF IT IS GOING TO HURT SOMEBODY, SAY NO...
IF SOMEONE IS IN TROUBLE, SAY SOMETHING...
IF ENOUGH HAS ALREADY BEEN SAID, SAY NOTHING...
INSPIRE THE WORLD TO BECOME LIKE YOU...
CONSPIRE TO RULE OVER...
CONFESS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE WRONG...
NEGOTIATE AND WIN MANY HEARTS...
CELEBRATE THE SHORT AND SWEET MOMENTS OF LIFE...
SPEAK UP TO THIS WORLD........
SPEAK OUT... AND BE HEARD!!!!!!!!
A shock on the rim of vitality
whatever i got was slight,
but what could i do, it was a delight..
i became proud, i became mean,
i became whatever i shouldn't have been!!!!
i should've done good things, but i did not,
because i became proud of whatever i got..
though what i got was just a dot,
the dot for me was a lot!!!
i did what i wasn't supposed to do,
i became proud and corrupt too...
it seemed as if i was the best,
because i didn't think about the rest!!!
now i cant help doing anything else,
in my life i didnt change myself...
i remained proud all thru my life,
and on the Rim of my Life,
I'm waiting for my DEATH!!!!
but what could i do, it was a delight..
i became proud, i became mean,
i became whatever i shouldn't have been!!!!
i should've done good things, but i did not,
because i became proud of whatever i got..
though what i got was just a dot,
the dot for me was a lot!!!
i did what i wasn't supposed to do,
i became proud and corrupt too...
it seemed as if i was the best,
because i didn't think about the rest!!!
now i cant help doing anything else,
in my life i didnt change myself...
i remained proud all thru my life,
and on the Rim of my Life,
I'm waiting for my DEATH!!!!
you wonder...
you wonder what i see when i look into your eyes,
it's the love i breathe that air can't suffice...
you wonder what i feel when i take ur hands in mine,
it's the cold current that flows, freezing down my spine.....
you wonder why i kiss every lock of your hair,
coz there are things beyond words that i need to share!!!!!!!!!
it's the love i breathe that air can't suffice...
you wonder what i feel when i take ur hands in mine,
it's the cold current that flows, freezing down my spine.....
you wonder why i kiss every lock of your hair,
coz there are things beyond words that i need to share!!!!!!!!!
meaningless kiss
when words donn say what u want to say,
but you mean to say what words cant say,
hold me close, hold me tight,
merge this day deep into the night!
take me along to the world that's away,
wherever you go, just let me stay,
i want to live in ur arms, i want to die in them,
away from you, i fear mayhem!
mend the moments u went apart,
mend the wounds u caused to my heart,
i cried a lot, show me bliss,
seal me in this meaningless kiss!
shut your mouth, donn say a thing,
unfold ur arms and let me cling,
donn say a word, donn make me miss,
a single moment of this meaningless kiss!!!!!!!!
but you mean to say what words cant say,
hold me close, hold me tight,
merge this day deep into the night!
take me along to the world that's away,
wherever you go, just let me stay,
i want to live in ur arms, i want to die in them,
away from you, i fear mayhem!
mend the moments u went apart,
mend the wounds u caused to my heart,
i cried a lot, show me bliss,
seal me in this meaningless kiss!
shut your mouth, donn say a thing,
unfold ur arms and let me cling,
donn say a word, donn make me miss,
a single moment of this meaningless kiss!!!!!!!!
unnamed
i see your face beside the moon when i look out of the window,
and hope that one day you too would look out of your window!!
i see your eyes gazing at me when i walk out in the sun,
and hope soon a day will come when we both will be one!!
i see your hands holding mine thinking of you and me,
and hope one day what i think will truly come to be!!
i see your smile teasing me when i try not to think of you,
but the more you smile, the more i think, the more i am in love with you!!
i see you stand beside the mirror when i look at myself,
and to see you more i rush to the mirror and try to see myself!!
i see my heart, my wasted heart dyingly thumping just for you,
and i know that about all this, you have just no clue!!
and hope that one day you too would look out of your window!!
i see your eyes gazing at me when i walk out in the sun,
and hope soon a day will come when we both will be one!!
i see your hands holding mine thinking of you and me,
and hope one day what i think will truly come to be!!
i see your smile teasing me when i try not to think of you,
but the more you smile, the more i think, the more i am in love with you!!
i see you stand beside the mirror when i look at myself,
and to see you more i rush to the mirror and try to see myself!!
i see my heart, my wasted heart dyingly thumping just for you,
and i know that about all this, you have just no clue!!
women.....
what all haven't you been through,
what bad is,that's not happened to you,
and still you walk the entire length,
woman,where from do you get this strength?
beaten and locked inside a door,
men force and turn you into a whore,
with sobbing eyes you pass the night,
life couldn't be more cruel,that's right!
no one saw ur tears,you cried all day,
no one cared to listen to the words you say,
but still you smile,still you care,
and life still remains absolutely unfair!
you bring in new lives,and life brings you sorrow,
you hold on hoping for a better tomorrow,
woman,that's wt you've been hoping since life began,
IF ONLY..it cud be understood by a man!!!
what bad is,that's not happened to you,
and still you walk the entire length,
woman,where from do you get this strength?
beaten and locked inside a door,
men force and turn you into a whore,
with sobbing eyes you pass the night,
life couldn't be more cruel,that's right!
no one saw ur tears,you cried all day,
no one cared to listen to the words you say,
but still you smile,still you care,
and life still remains absolutely unfair!
you bring in new lives,and life brings you sorrow,
you hold on hoping for a better tomorrow,
woman,that's wt you've been hoping since life began,
IF ONLY..it cud be understood by a man!!!
Monday, October 19, 2009
As I lay on the bed,in the hospital,I saw everyone around...all eyes fixed upon me...I could figure out from the look on their faces..that I had not much time with me!
Gosh! I felt a heavy stone in my heart...My heart was crying badly! But my eyes were dry..!!Everyone around were trying to keep their tears inside of them..Nobody dared to be the first one to break the silence,or rather,break from within!
Hah! No one was strong enough-I could see it in their eyes..but everyone acted well..!
I didn't know how much time I had before I'd die,and I didn't even want to know it!
Movies to watch..places to visit..books to read..things to do.. before I die...
All these lists seemed to be futile!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIFE I REALISED THAT THE MOST CERTAIN THING IN LIFE IS DEATH ITSELF...
what an irony!!!
I closed my eyes..faces of friends, family members, hundreds of people...flashed across!
There was so much to talk..but I had no time!
So many things I hadn't said...IF ONLY!!!...
I was running out of time...OR...was time running out of me???
I had no idea!I just knew one thing.. that I,for sure,was going to die!
I wondered what would happen after I die?? Where would I go??
How would it be like??
And a hundred thousand odd Questions!!
Events of my life played across the screens inside my eyes..my childhood-Oh! How everyone adored and cuddled and loved me!
My naughty days...everything flashed perfectly clear!!
THERE WERE MOMENTS I WANTED TO EDIT,UNDO,REDO...BUT...I could travel those moments only in my dreams,my thoughts,without the power of altering them even by a needle's thickness!
Tears found a way off my eyes through my nose, cheeks, lips, chin...I tasted them salty!
I had never cried like this before! I was literally shivering!!!
IF ONLY I had known...I could have...or rather, I would have been a little more aware, caring!
Would not have caused a single drop of tear to anyone... but now, I was powerless!!
IF ONLY I had some more time...time to live..I would do everything possible to mend... amend... et al..!!!
Somehow, I didn't die...!!!!!!!!
Gosh! I felt a heavy stone in my heart...My heart was crying badly! But my eyes were dry..!!Everyone around were trying to keep their tears inside of them..Nobody dared to be the first one to break the silence,or rather,break from within!
Hah! No one was strong enough-I could see it in their eyes..but everyone acted well..!
I didn't know how much time I had before I'd die,and I didn't even want to know it!
Movies to watch..places to visit..books to read..things to do.. before I die...
All these lists seemed to be futile!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIFE I REALISED THAT THE MOST CERTAIN THING IN LIFE IS DEATH ITSELF...
what an irony!!!
I closed my eyes..faces of friends, family members, hundreds of people...flashed across!
There was so much to talk..but I had no time!
So many things I hadn't said...IF ONLY!!!...
I was running out of time...OR...was time running out of me???
I had no idea!I just knew one thing.. that I,for sure,was going to die!
I wondered what would happen after I die?? Where would I go??
How would it be like??
And a hundred thousand odd Questions!!
Events of my life played across the screens inside my eyes..my childhood-Oh! How everyone adored and cuddled and loved me!
My naughty days...everything flashed perfectly clear!!
THERE WERE MOMENTS I WANTED TO EDIT,UNDO,REDO...BUT...I could travel those moments only in my dreams,my thoughts,without the power of altering them even by a needle's thickness!
Tears found a way off my eyes through my nose, cheeks, lips, chin...I tasted them salty!
I had never cried like this before! I was literally shivering!!!
IF ONLY I had known...I could have...or rather, I would have been a little more aware, caring!
Would not have caused a single drop of tear to anyone... but now, I was powerless!!
IF ONLY I had some more time...time to live..I would do everything possible to mend... amend... et al..!!!
Somehow, I didn't die...!!!!!!!!
So many priests...
so many priests, so many pope..
sitting inside, asking us to hope!!
people still cry..
people still die..
tell me why!!
my oh my..!!
who to blame??
it's all just a game..!!
people in power play..
all night and day!!
what to do, what not to do..
nobody has the slightest clue..
puppets we still are in the hands of the dumb..
deprived of all, we've become numb!!!
tears flow from heart broken eyes..
the world's been built on the pillars of lies!!
some die with riches, some die without..
others die leaving hundreds to scream and shout!!
some eat the cake and have it too..
others starve to death, how so true!!
some cry all day and cry all night..
while some kill at left, and pray at right!!
whether a god exists, no one knows..
we travel on a path.. no one knows where it goes!!!
sitting inside, asking us to hope!!
people still cry..
people still die..
tell me why!!
my oh my..!!
who to blame??
it's all just a game..!!
people in power play..
all night and day!!
what to do, what not to do..
nobody has the slightest clue..
puppets we still are in the hands of the dumb..
deprived of all, we've become numb!!!
tears flow from heart broken eyes..
the world's been built on the pillars of lies!!
some die with riches, some die without..
others die leaving hundreds to scream and shout!!
some eat the cake and have it too..
others starve to death, how so true!!
some cry all day and cry all night..
while some kill at left, and pray at right!!
whether a god exists, no one knows..
we travel on a path.. no one knows where it goes!!!
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